也许今晚有许多感触但我估计明天还是不记得今晚想到要改变人与畜禽交互MOUSE或许是不想记得就像mat他爹说的:You haven't really failed, son. Because you haven't really tried to suceed. So, don't credit yourself as a failure, you are worse than that.
给自己想了个英文名 PIA (also reminds me a good sound to not think abt the things i dont wanna think abt. EVERYONE I EVER LOVED, I DID RIGHT BY THEM, I LEARNED MY LESSON, I TAKE IT N EVERYTHING STARTS OVER.. THERES NO SELF-GORGIVENESS DRUG SO U JUST SWALLOW THE PAIN N BURN IN HE11 HAHAHA, ENJOY, DO THE VERY THING U LEAST WANT TO DO IN THE WHOLE IS TO SUFFER, AND I CAN SIT SIDELINE N WATCH, WHAT A PLEASURE, ANYTHING IN ME WORTH LOVING OR I HOPE IT TO IS DIED W THE FEELINGS VANISHED LONG AGO, EVERY FVCKING MOMENT W U, I DONT CARE ANYMORE, THERES NO GREATER PAIN THAN HAVING TO WAKE UP IN THIS HOLLOW SHELL N WISHING THINKING OF U GNA GNA BE THE BETTER VERSION BC I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONTORL